Gone to Soon

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Create A Command Center To Control The Paper Clutter

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Create A Command Center To Control The Paper Clutter.

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Halifax First Annual Walk to Remember

angelrobbiesmom — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 13:48:58 +0000

Organizing Committee who make it happen!

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Sunday,October 18th was are First ever” Halifax Walk to Remember” in Nova Scotia. It was amazing day filled with people with similar experiences.All come together, to share this day to remember our lost babies. I’m so impressed with the final out come .206 people arrived to Walk a 15 minute stroll around IWK hospital. Stacey and I, were holding the banner.Walking ahead of the line, I could see the large amount of people lined up from IWK to other side. It was a moment I will never forget! I can’t really explain the inner most feelings of that day, but it felt “Amazing”.Something I wanted to do long time ago,when I lost Robbie due to a cord accident ,March 27,2008.My dream came together and it followed through more than I expected it to be. I do this, was an honour for Robbie and Faith and others, like him.

I had people come up to me with tears streaming down their faces, hugging me and thanking me for this day. A day we can now call our own . A day we no longer be silent and grieve alone.We now are one.We lost and it’s no longer secret.It’s real and it’s raw and it happened.What a exzilierating feeling to have been the person who made this happen for 206 people.

I had e-mail thanking me and asking to volunteer for next years Walk to Remember. I also had people e-mail me in regards to a cake made for us and cup cakes. Wow! CTV and Global were there ,on hand to video are event. Camera’s flashing.We had a photographer come in and take pictures of the Walk.The pictures will be used on our web site and used for future events.

It took us from November 2008 till now to plan to this event! It started off with a simple Facebook group created by Stacey and I .Stacey started back to work after her maternity and I had lost Robbie.We took three months to come back to the site to plan for it. We had Tina,who volunteer to help out and that’s how it started. Tina had PR experiences and worked in Public Relations for years, so she knew the right people to make it happen. Caitlin joined shortly after and here we are.Are names are on the Proclaimation and will be written in the history books of Nova Scotia for a long time.What amazing thing! I just can’t describe it but Amazing feeling. Never giving up my dream.I found a big change in me in the last few months. This quite person ,afraid to be in public eye, is now out of her”Shell”.I now have the confindence and my self estimem flourished.I feel I did my part.I like the “idea” I did somethin\g to better are community.I can say I was a part of it and no one can take that away from me.I don’t want to be famous ,I just wanted to get the word out and maybe,just maybe other provinces and countries will be the same.

Next years event will be bigger and better. We had a fawless experience, thank goodness. There were little things but not major things, that needed to be changed, but over all, it was perfect for our First Walk to Remember in Halifax and for Nova Scotia.
We have are next meeting in Novomber We are going over the event and share are experiences and what we can do to better or change for the Next Walk.It was diffinitly a experience to remember and to learn from ,Let’s see what next years event will bring us. I’m excited ,just thinking out it!I’m excited period. I’m happy like a child in a candy store.The feeling no one can take away.A feeling I had, when I had my children or when I was baptized last year.This day was for you sweet Robbie and Faith. I can now move on.I will not forget nor will I .A mother will never forgets her children.That’s what a mother’s job and her love for her children, no matter how short life was.You are my child forever.

Another sample of a loss is a peach.When you take that seed from the pit of a peach, it leave a intention of the seed.It never changes. The seed is gone ,but the loss and the child will remain always in are hearts.No one or anything can fill that empty pit.

Never give up on a dream.I didn’t!

A little bit of this and that………..

angelrobbiesmom — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 21:59:59 +0000

It’s been a very hectic week due to organizing our First Annual Halifax Walk to Remember .Conferences each week.Some on three way calls.Tieing up loose ends befor ethe big event for Nova Scotia. I’m so happy to be a part of this big day with my family and friends.I sure need it right now. This walk has kept me busy.In a good way.I really need to side track my mind to something off the babies.
Wednesday we have our last meeting at IWK hospital. We have all the catering taken care ,media and T-shirts for the organizers and voluteers.Clean -up crew,directors for the walk.The bubbles are all done.Ribbons and chalk all ready for writing on the side walk with your child’s name. Soooo much to do!I can’t wait! One of the organizers, was on BT Thurday morning.I’m hoping to be on Eastlink tv to speak about the walk.

My moods are soo bad lately.After the D&C the 24th of August, I had a 2 weeks of a period.Normal. After I visited my period,a week and half I started again.Very heavy for 5 days and two light days and then I was visited .Well, at least I thought I was.I’ve been spotting for week and now such a bad one now. Heavy ,heavy. I feel terrible.Weak.I hope this period regulates soon.I’m getting so tired of this.

Went out last Saturday night with Jeff at the Fife and Drum,Casino in Halifax. I had a few drinks and pigged out on Nachos!Yum! Had a cosmo and rest was beer,I also had a shoot of teq-kill-ya!lol with a few friends for her birthday.I had a good time. I got out with Jeff and spent some quailty time with him.We never do that.We sooo need time for ourselves.

Tuesday afternoon ,our MIL and FIL store was broken into. They also robbed 5 more.All the same people. They robbed Needs store in Windsor and Truro and Yarthnouth,where they finally got caught. I pray the god,that they get there items back.Like bith certificates,wills,deeds of the house,SIN # ,credit cards and money.God, it been a rough week for them. I feel so bad.After all this happen, they managed to make a wonderful meal for us on Wednesday.Turkey dinner with all the trimmings.It was a early Thanksgiving dinner ,since we are having one for friends,Jaime and Dave and my kids .It will be sooo nice to have all of us together.

This weekend I’m going to finish cleaning up the house before company comes on Monday. Grogeries Sunday.
Today ,I took Elaina down to library to get some Halloween books for her and some music cd and dvds.Played on the computer for a bit and headed down there road to Dollarama for my arts and crafts things,things for the walk and some snacks for the weekend.Went for tea at Tim’s.Took the bus home after that.,Took the frozen chili out for supper.Ice for dessert.Elaina is watching Hannah Montana 3d concert.Gosh, she is getting big. She told me she wanted a ear phones so she can sing!lolShe is also doing soooo good potty training.She is wearing her under pants all the time now and hardly no acidents now. At night she hardly don’t pee.She gets up in Am and pees and keeps going to the potty all the time.I’m soooo proud of her. I took a big step and took her to the Library and Dollaram with panties. She never peed!Doing a happy dance!!!!!!!Thank-you Jesus!!!!

Long weekend here for us, Canadians!Thanksgiving! I can’t wait! I’m off today up until Wedneday.
I still haven’t any luck yet ,with finding more day care children. I had a few interviews but no call backs.Grrrrrrr.They are all so cheap or soooo snotty. I know my home is clean and it’s a child friendly home with lot’s of toys.A old home but it’s homey. I don’t understand people!!!! I need more clients before Chrisitmas. It will be a small Christmas this year , if don’t getting anymore clients. Praying for something to fall through soon! Please!!!!